My head spins into dreams without me realizing. It’s usually people talking about things and I’m just getting snippets of conversation. Some people say it’s conversations I heard that day that just got stored into my memory. I slowly slouch lower and lower until my neck is the only thing propped up. I’m using my brain so it should be upright. Even though all that’s in there is me trying to figure out why I feel like I need a man. I tell myself over and over, You don’t need a man, you want one. The deters me for a moment. Next thing I know I’m thinking about him and his future and whether I’m in it. That’s not even part of the sleep head spinning. The sleepy head spinning is way creepier.
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