Electronic sound populating my brain.
My mind is on fire
And I can’t think about what not to do.
New things dominating
Old situations still prominent
The decision isn’t so difficult
With uncertainty and distrust hovering over an inexperienced inconsistent soul.
Now lets calculate the many ways that deem me unsuitable
Lets count the many things I cannot do
Then turn off the lights and think of other things encompassing people and situations of worth
Of items outside imagination
Where the likes of passion and optimism and progress thrive.
I’ll remove myself from the dark things and the dark thoughts
And the negatives trying to overpower my reason
I’ll disconnect from worthless celebrations
Or where someone once possessing degrees of confidence
Now displays doubt
Or aspects of fear.
There is nothing to celebrate here
And the fire in my mind has now been quenched…
Electronic sound still populates my brain…
© mvclarke, 10 June 2017